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Masih di hati

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You know what.. Ternyata kau masih dalam hati aku A.. Betapa rindunya aku pada kau.. The Day You Left I remember laying in bed, Thinking of you and feeling such dread I felt a pain and all the cracks, I did not realize I would never get you back My tears were sudden and none withstanding, My grief, a shriek, my pain overbearing I only I knew all your own sorrow and pain, I would have tried to save you I had so much to gain But I was to late and you let me go Now I just wish for you to know I love you and it will always grow ... Semenjak dua tiga menjak ni..mungkin sebab tarikh lahir aku dengan kau selang 2 hari sahaja..aku 24 haribulan kau 26 haribulan..aku teringat-ingat kau.. Tak sangka menitis juga air mata aku.. Masuk habuk mungkin.. Saja nak letak poem ni.. Aku insya ALLAH tetap akan mendoakan kau walaupun kau sekarang berada dalam dakapan ilahi..

Darkness consume

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Assalamualaikum.. What are you guys doing? I want to make a clear statement. I know since that incident happened in my life. I've changed. I'm not the old Hanna anymore. Not the good one. Maybe darkness have consume me little bit. I'm also feel sorry for myself. I try.. Maybe i fail the test that ALLAH sent me. By giving the human love. A person that love me the way i am. I know i found true love after i have love ALLAH with all my heart. I found him (arwah). Then ALLAH took him away from me. That is the biggest test in my life. [Read here IAM4U ] After that all of me have changed. I'm a human after all. I'm weak. I keep it too long in my heart. Then ALLAH took my beloved cat Fiddle. That was the saddest moment in my life since arwah gone. Then I don't know what happen to me. I walk with no soul left in me. All of the love in my heart have gone completely. That gave a scar in my heart. I know i have to love ALLAH completely firs

Pain & blessed in me 13: Numb dream

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Assalamualaikum.. Ok i'm writing this on my Alcatel Flash 2 smartphone. My laptop went to workshop yesterday cause the display wasn't working. That's is "jatuh ditimpa tangga" Malay proverb. Alhamdulilllah my smartphone is working as usual although it was drop in the water on Tuesday. Just wanna write here my deepest heart content. You know i have a cakery business. But you know what, i admit I know nothing about business. None!!! Zero from A to Z. Cause i never done any business before. I mean except for selling at mudah.my. i have sell my hedgehog, clothes yeah that's about it. But i doesn't require a receipt or invoice. I know i have to make invoice/receipt, it's just that i have not registered yet at SSM. I have think a lot of thing like making my company stamp, bunting or pamphlet for promoting my products. But in order to do that i hve to register first at SSM. Honestly i don't know how to do pamphlet. Looks like i'm a l

Jauh panggang dari api

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Bukan semua orang tahu isi hati kita, apa kita fikir jauh di galaxy sana. Manusia pandai berkata tapi membantu tidak. Pandai memerhatikan orang lain jatuh, membantu? Jauh sekali tidak. Bak kata pepatah "Jauh panggang dari api".                  Perhati kelemahan orang seakan-akan dia sendiri tiada aib. Tapi insya ALLAH jangan putus asa jangan patah semangat. ALLAH ada. ALLAH maha mengetahui. Terima kasih sebab bagi aku berfikir secara tekanan. I need pressure really!! I do!! If not aku takkan bertindak awal. Thanks a lot. Thanks for reading. I will explain tomorrow what it's all about. Xoxo

Sakit Perut+ handphone baru

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hai jumpa lagi kamu.. hihi hari ini aku dah ada idea untuk menulis.. nak tulis mengenai masalah perut aku.. pada post yang lepas aku dah cerita pasal yang ni kan .. ok sekarang nak bagitahu masalah perut aku makin parah.. aku dah tak boleh makan makanan yang orang tua-tua kata berangin, meh sini aku senaraikan; kategori makanan berangin: Sayur-sayuran / Ubi Kobis, kacang panjang, kangkung, terung, keledek, keladi, rebung, pucuk paku, kentang, kacang dal, bunga kantan, labu, asparagus, petai. Buah-buahan Tembikai, tembikai susu, nangka, cempedak, pisang, sukun, sengkuang.  Makanan  Lemang, pulut. Minuman  Jus buah-buahan tembikai/tembikai susu/carrot, minuman berkarbonat, berkafein.  ha tengok tu gila kan.. tapi paling tragis ialah AKU TAK BOLEH MINUM SUSU LEMBU LAGI. TRAGIS KAN?? Kalau minum memang esok cirit 2-4 hari nak baik. Kena minum susu kambing je. Susu kambing tu dah la mahal 500G je RM40 keatas. Dah macam susu baby tau.  Kesian aku ka

Random

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Assalammualaikum semua, alhamdulillah kita bertemu lagi para pembaca yang setia, maksudnya aku masih hidup lagi la ye.. hehe.. bukan apa.. aku kan macam chipsmore sekejap update blog sekejap tidak.. apa ea aku nak cerita alahai, lupa la.. korang kalau nak tanya apa-apa atau nak aku cerita kat blog ni pasal apa-apa just comment je kat bawah ni insya ALLAH aku akan balas. Jangan malu jangan segan. Ala bukan kita kenal dalam dunia realiti pun kan.. ッ Aku pun no one. hehe Ada banyak cerita tapi itu la dah tak reti nak cerita apa.. haa aku dah ingat sikit tadi aku pergi latihan kursus pengendali makanan di U lama aku dulu. Alhamdulillah aku dah ada sijil berkenaan. Dapatla aku melebarkan lagi sayap dalam busines kek aku insya ALLAH. ada ade cerita kan pada post yang lepas. Kalau pasal hidup aku alhamdulillah ok je lagi, takde la macam dulu sedih pasal ala hmm sapa yang baca post dulu-dulu tu faham la ye.. Tadi aku pergi U aku pun alhamdulillah takde rasa sedih teringat